Some of you might have seen on facebook the news about us being pregnant. We are thanking God for giving us this incredible surprise. I know most of you are like "Surprise, I think you knew what you were getting yourself into". To make a long story short, with present conditions, we were told by doctors that we could not conceive. The Lord is good! In a lot of ways with being so accountable to everyone for our ministry, I am worried about what people will think. Also since this time is such a transitional time for us that in some ways it looks like it is just something else to think about as we leave and live our lives in Italy. It has been hard for me to struggle to not go into either one of those pitfalls.
We trust that the Lord is sovereign. He does not put on us more than we can handle. He does all things well and He is more than enough for me like two great songs off a Chris Tomlin worship album that we have. Sometimes it also bothers me that I have to fight for joy for this. Even if I am 90% joyful I get angry at myself for being even 10% not. We have to trust the Lord and I have to support my bride as number one. Thanks everyone for your prayers during this time. We are ready to do ministry in Italy, but now mindful of the life growing inside Amanda!